Unknowing...

Someone asks, "what are you doing now?"
"....."
Asks again, "are you happy with what you are doing now?"
"..."
What i am doing next?
"..."

What is the world like for one's heart, soul, mind and strength that have sunk into the state of unknowing?

Two worlds, external world and private chamber:
contrasting,
confusing,
conflicting,
confounding,
changing,
conforming,
compounding,
consolidating,
charging,
confident,
cowardice,
competent,
comforting,

how do one give a clear, concise, compact and confident answers when the worlds collide?

how does one move?

how long does this state of soul linger?

one day,
another day,
day by day,

yet the crucial question is...
focus on today...

when the light will dawn?
focus on today...

Given Time, cohesion will pervade both worlds.

Paradox of Nature

In Winter, Spring is blossoming.
In Spring, Summer is simmering.
In Summer, Autumn is falling,
In Autumn, It is time for wintering.

Life, in winter,
Despair not...
Spring is blossoming.
How long?
When winter shall pass?
It will stay within us as long as we focus on the winter cold surrounding us.

When we are in winter, look into yourself, looking unto your Creator,
Then your inner soul will see springs breaking through the winter.


Many souls are wintering in the midst of the winter all around us...
And inevitably, many souls are frozen...
When Spring is all around us,
Our soul is still in winter.

And we wonder why those we love ask us to cheer us...as many do not see Spring is breaking forth in all its beauty and grace.

Because we have winter our soul in the ice cold castle of yester time.
Our soul wintering,
Our heart is frozen,
Our vision is veiled,
Our eyes is darkened,
Our mind is imprisoned to the past...
Unconsciously, we are living in th East though physically we are in the present.
In reality,  many are in the past though living today.
Today is that day,
Today is that event,
Today is that hour,
We have fixated ourselves into that event, that day, that hour...
And we cease growing after that event, that day, to hat hour...
And we waste our days away.
And we wonder why our season is wintering, and withering along the hours
And we go about seeking external help...
And we search in vain...
For there is none can set a fire  ablaze in the heart of winter, laid deep frozen in the dark cold chamber
Except you,
Yet you alone is weak, as I admit I was too weak to go deep into that chamber, as the cold darkness is beyond my strength, as I know not what lies deeply there, as someone has said,
Opening a can of worms,
Opening up the pandora box


Yet, with You,
Darkness is not darkness with you,
For darkness is as light to You

With You, the Light has broken through the winter darkness,
And spring of life is flowing again